Freak or beast?

 It’s been a year since someone let go of me and I really don’t know what to feel?

Freaking hurt! Yes, absolutely, I totally agree with my mom that expecting too much will hurt you unexpectedly. Even though moment and moments from that time that you possibly believe ’em, it will blow you and cracked you into tiny pieces of something. They let go, just like nothing happened between us. I know from the moment he smiled at me, he truly cared. but, i really didn’t know what happened. Bitter be my feelings right now, I want to punch him that hard,” I’m a beast. ”

As time goes  by, I moved on (maybe I tried but I failed), but yeah definitely loved him, always…